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Once there was a boy,” said Jace. Clary interrupted immediately. “A Shadowhunter boy?” “Of course.” For a moment a bleak amusement colored his voice. Then it was gone. “When the boy was six years old, his father gave him a falcon to train. Falcons are raptors – killing birds, his father told him, the Shadowhunters of the sky. “The falcon didn’t like the boy, and the boy didn’t like it, either. Its sharp beak made him nervous, and its bright eyes always seemed to be watching him. It would slash at him with beak and talons when he came near: For weeks his wrists and hands were always bleeding. He didn’t know it, but his father had selected a falcon that had lived in the wild for over a year, and thus was nearly impossible to tame. But the boy tried, because his father told him to make the falcon obedient, and he wanted to please his father. “He stayed with the falcon constantly, keeping it awake by talking to it and even playing music to it, because a tired bird was meant to be easier to tame. He learned the equipment: the jesses, the hood, the brail, the leash that bound the bird to his wrist. He was meant to keep the falcon blind, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it – instead he tried to sit where the bird could see him as he touched and stroked its wings, willing it to trust him. Hee fed it from his hand, and at first it would not eat. Later it ate so savagely that its beak cut the skin of his palm. But the boy was glad, because it was progress, and because he wanted the bird to know him, even if the bird had to consume his blood to make that happen. “He began to see that the falcon was beautiful, that its slim wings were built for the speed of flight, that it was strong and swift, fierce and gentle. When it dived to the ground, it moved like likght. When it learned to circle and come to his wrist, he neary shouted with delight Sometimes the bird would hope to his shoulder and put its beak in his hair. He knew his falcon loved him, and when he was certain it was not just tamed but perfectly tamed, he went to his father and showed him what he had done, expecting him to be proud. “Instead his father took the bird, now tame and trusting, in his hands and broke its neck. ‘I told you to make it obedient,’ his father said, and dropped the falcon’s lifeless body to the ground. ‘Instead, you taught it to love you. Falcons are not meant to be loving pets: They are fierce and wild, savage and cruel. This bird was not tamed; it was broken.’ “Later, when his father left him, the boy cried over his pet, until eventually his father sent a servant to take the body of the bird away and bury it. The boy never cried again, and he never forgot what he’d learned: that to love is to destroy, and that to be loved is to be the one destroyed.

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boy”
Jace Clary
interrupted
immediately
“A
Shadowhunter
boy” “Of
course”
moment
bleak
amusement
colored
voice
“When
years
father
falcon
train
Falcons
raptors
–
killing
birds
father
Shadowhunters
sky “The
falcon
didn’t
didn’t
either
sharp
nervous
bright
always
seemed
watching
slash
talons
weeks
wrists
hands
always
bleeding
didn’t
father
selected
falcon
lived
nearly
impossible
tried
because
father
falcon
obedient
wanted
please
father “He
stayed
falcon
constantly
keeping
awake
talking
playing
music
because
tired
meant
easier
learned
equipment
jesses
brail
leash
bound
wrist
meant
falcon
blind
n’t
bring
himself
–
instead
tried
where
touched
stroked
wings
willing
trust
first
Later
savagely
because
progress
because
wanted
consume
blood
happen “He
began
falcon
beautiful
wings
built
speed
flight
strong
swift
fierce
gentle
dived
ground
moved
likght
learned
circle
wrist
neary
shouted
delight
Sometimes
falcon
loved
certain
tamed
perfectly
tamed
father
showed
expecting
proud “Instead
father
trusting
hands
broke
‘I
obedient’
father
dropped
falcon’s
lifeless
ground
‘Instead
taught
Falcons
meant
loving
fierce
savage
cruel
tamed
broken’ “Later
father
cried
until
eventually
father
servant
never
cried
again
never
forgot
he’d
learned
destroy
loved
destroyed